Sunday, February 5, 2012

Sunday Scribblings: #305 Lesson

This post is in response to the weekly prompt at Sunday Scribblings



"Can I move in with you?" he asked.

Every cell in my body screamed "NO!", but my heart whispered, "Yes."

Under the same roof, the truth revealed: You are an alcoholic. Abusive words erased my smiles and laughter. A vacant shell, I sleepwalked through life, numb from food, drugs and alcohol.

Anger pinned me on the bed. Bitterness smothered my face with a pillow. Fear awakened love for myself. "Get out." My voice, no longer dormant.

From that moment on, I listen to my mind, body and soul and trust what it has to say. I may not always follow my gut, but with every decision I consciously try to choose self love. Lesson learned.


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3 comments:

  1. Heart rending. I don't know whether self love is the answer but self esteem is. Let's hope she keeps him at bay.

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    1. You're totally right.

      Self love, or maybe more so, self preservation, gave her a voice in the moment; but it's self-esteem that allows her to walk away for good.

      Thanks for reminding me.

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  2. This speaks of what so many have done, ignore the cells, the signs, and end up needing escape. Wonderful ending, finding enough love for herself to get out!

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